Never fully satisfied with the expectation of the human mind.
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You were my best friend. You always listened and always were the first to tell me when I was making a bad choice. And I will forever hold a place for you in my heart. You’re heart is so full of love and you’re going to go so far with your life. I hope and wish you the best of luck, Joshua. You deserve everything in the world. I will always miss the times we shared, because they were some of the happiest times I could have ever imagined. And no, this is not a post that I’m intending on you or anyone to reply on, but I was going through deleting pictures and realized I still can’t find the heart to delete some of these. This picture was when we first started dating, and you had to leave for three weeks. It’s was hard on both of us. But the most important thing I can take from all of this is, I’ve grown. I have become someone new and better and stronger and more independent than I ever have been before. So I thank you for showing me that I can be loved, even when I’m hard to deal with most of the time. And thank you for all the good times, and for all the tough times. The fights, the tears, the laughs, the hugs. This friendship was something I can never get again with anyone else, because not only were you my best friend, you were also mine. I’m going to miss you. I hope you take care of yourself in the roads ahead. And i hope you find what you’re searching for.

You were my best friend. You always listened and always were the first to tell me when I was making a bad choice. And I will forever hold a place for you in my heart. You’re heart is so full of love and you’re going to go so far with your life. I hope and wish you the best of luck, Joshua. You deserve everything in the world. I will always miss the times we shared, because they were some of the happiest times I could have ever imagined. And no, this is not a post that I’m intending on you or anyone to reply on, but I was going through deleting pictures and realized I still can’t find the heart to delete some of these. This picture was when we first started dating, and you had to leave for three weeks. It’s was hard on both of us. But the most important thing I can take from all of this is, I’ve grown. I have become someone new and better and stronger and more independent than I ever have been before. So I thank you for showing me that I can be loved, even when I’m hard to deal with most of the time. And thank you for all the good times, and for all the tough times. The fights, the tears, the laughs, the hugs. This friendship was something I can never get again with anyone else, because not only were you my best friend, you were also mine. I’m going to miss you. I hope you take care of yourself in the roads ahead. And i hope you find what you’re searching for.

Healing

I search for things that make my mind happy and I search for my inner soul. But I have such a hard time consuming happier things when my whole heart is engulfed around pain. I’ve felt so much heart ache, and I constantly try to get myself back into the place I was before. But, that’s the beautiful thing about your heart, it mends and grows and learns from the pain it felt so many times. No matter how many times your heart twists and breaks into a million shattered pieces. One by one, gravity will take it all back in and slowly heal again.

You just have to be patient.