I search for things that make my mind happy and I search for my inner soul. But I have such a hard time consuming happier things when my whole heart is engulfed around pain. I’ve felt so much heart ache, and I constantly try to get myself back into the place I was before. But, that’s the beautiful thing about your heart, it mends and grows and learns from the pain it felt so many times. No matter how many times your heart twists and breaks into a million shattered pieces. One by one, gravity will take it all back in and slowly heal again.
You just have to be patient.